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2012-01-27T07:54:00.000-08:00

Slience.

Slowly just let everything diminish and get over.

Remember, I love-ed you once. It's best thing for us now.

2011-12-06T04:51:00.001-08:00

会有一天我真的会有那勇气和决心放弃这段爱情。

你能从来都没把我放在你心中的任何一个位置，我相信总有一天我会把你在我心中的位置一样的把你给拿掉。

2011-11-28T01:40:00.000-08:00

Seems everyone has been keeping their blogs alive, except for me. Life since then has been filled with more downs than ups. What I have been through, changes me, drastically. Sometimes I could hardly recognise myself, the self that I used to be. Sometimes I always questioned myself with the same,old questions: "Was this a correct decision? ; Is this what I really want? ; Will everything I has done be worthwhile? & "Am I really feel happy?"... yet for all the times I questioned myself, there is no answer. They say what kills you will make you stronger but why what kills me make me weaker each day instead? I miss those days whereby days just simply simple, resolving with school, home, night jog & sleep and whole cycle repeats. Those days were simple yet I feel happy. But to let someone into my world finally after years of dwelling onto all the past, I never regretted because there were also happy days. But happy days don't last long just like an ice cream won't last forever, it melts. Everything changed, feelings changed, sets of thinkings changed & both of us has changed. We are just like a kite trying to fly and fight hard during the thunderstorm knowing that every single moment it will just snap off and fly away. In between all the quarrels, arguments & fights, I ended up with countless emotional breakdown and all of these has torn us apart. Is it true that once something is broken, it will no longer be able to mend it up anymore? I have tried my best for this r/s and you grew that mindset of me in this r/s. No matter good or bad I have done, nice or nasty, end up is always one conclusion which you will assume or accuse me of for being - that person you have about me in your mindset. I am not asking for too much, just treat me right make me feel what I have gone through is worthwhile. And do you know? I miss those days v.much.

2011-07-23T22:40:00.000-07:00

Seriously sometimes I wish I have the ability to support myself so that I don't have to ask for money from them and hear those annoying replies. They know that now everything prices are up etc and we have to dine out everyday 3 meals outside as they are working and they expect the money they gave per day is sufficient to cover the 3meals when its totally impossible! their mindset still focus on, aiyah school sell thing very cheap one lah, $2 food ; $0.50 drinks those kind when they don't even know buying breakfast itself like a bread & milk cost around $3 already and lunch? food + drink around $5 already. So if they give me a week basic allowance that standardlize with one day is how much, then after lunch left without much left for dinner, so I have to use 2nd day of allowance to pay for my 1st day of dinner and it just went on and that's the reason why I would request for more allowance when coming to end of the week as it's really insufficient. And impossible teenagers at our age, all you ask is go school, go home, do hmwk and sleep and the same routine went on for 365days right? we need some entertainments and these need money but knowing they won't give so we eat into our allowance which end up makes me much poorer and they don't know about it. And even I have to pay for my own handphone bill, how am i gonna survive with such little allowances, seriously fucked up life.

2011-05-30T18:49:00.001-07:00

It been super duper long since I last blogged. Life has been the same, school ; family ; friends ; tests & projects... and just 2 more days to sem 1 holiday break but it's only for 1.5week and after that will continue on uts again... -.- BORING. Can't wait to finish this last year of study and graduate... LIFE IS JUST SO BORING lor :/

2011-04-14T22:58:00.000-07:00

It been so long eversince my last update. Coming soon to the end of the long holiday, is time back to school next monday. However the thoughts of going back school really makes me emo, stress, unwilling & etc... Although coming next monday it will be my third year in rp, never for once i have like the school before. The school always do f.up things for students with their lousy school system and so on... even with their timetable which was not even out yet and the modules selection result too. & something that really makes me dread of school open is FYP. We actually got chosen for a project topic which was meant for 4 students when we only have 3 students...worst is they actually assign us to a topic which need skills we have never learnt before and looking at the requirements really worries me. Especially when there isn't anyone who's able to understand how is it feel like and the worries about makes me more depress... sigh. But i know now is too late to whine or complain about since there's ways to actually able help us to get the projects topic we wanted just that we'd only know now, so everything is like too late. Blame ourselves, suckup thumb, face it and complete it, sigh...

2011-02-21T06:00:00.000-08:00

I know i haven been updating, i wonder who is still reading uhs(?)

Life has been good, exams over already, now it's holiday. Just 2 more days to holiday trip again, hope i enjoy myself more this time round! :D About school, just hope that can pass all the modules this sem and promote to y3 w/o repeating any (choy!). Gonna enjoy myself during this holiday as much as i can, next yr gonna be a hectic year ahead with fyp etc... not forgetting to spend quality times with my loves one too! shall blog again soon :D

2011-02-07T05:10:00.000-08:00

Partial-ed and went watch It's great great world with Jo :) from tmr, gonna self-declare holiday for remaining day of this week and only go back for ut3. Nothing much to update, been having cny visiting for the past few days... eat, drink, sleep... AND gained weight T.T shall update soon again!

2011-01-24T05:21:00.000-08:00

Well, have leave this space untouch for some time as im really busy. :D so let me recap as much as i can.

14th Jan Friday, Bugis & Orchard after i went back home after school. Reached home mins before 12mn, evaluation not done, rj and quiz anyhow bomb. But i got an A niceee ^.^v

15th Jan Saturday,Csc club, Jurong point.

17th Jan - 21st Jan School week as per normal, rush assignment & submission. Wednesday off day, nua whole day (Y) Friday evening, met up with my darl.gfs @ JP. Dinner @ Ding Tai Fung, shopped...

22nd Jan Saturday,Rebonding. Waited for more than 2hrs for my turn, when i already booked appt PISSED MAX! Sit for almost 4hours, outcome super,extremely,very flat :/

Yesterday, orchard again. I think my pocket hole keep expanding because i keep buy, buy & buy HAHA. But glad is, i managed to buy all my cny clothes already, now anticipating to cny only. For school, it going week 14 means going end of Y2S2 means going start of ut3 then HOLIDAY! (Y) Anyway gonna self-declare advance break for week 15 with Jo~ :D

Now that i know the answer, it hurts a little. Maybe it's better to know early than falling too deep in the end.

2011-01-13T06:34:00.000-08:00

A bad day :(

She always have issue with me wearing shorts. Stepped into the classroom, first thing she asked what im wearing and was about to dismiss me for the day because im wearing shorts -.- claiming wear shorts = cannot take UT blabla nag non-stop saying this, that, what, why, if, how...bth! Luckily with Jerome's help, he borrowed his friend's jacket and lend it to me. UT just now, super chui really chui! FML. Opened rj to do, see sucha "nice & easy" question to do again, I gave up doing it for the first time ever in rp. she must be really mad in her head, always come up with such brain cell killer qns, do or not also don't see any good grades from her, so forget it. Tmr will be a better day!

2011-01-09T06:47:00.000-08:00

Going second week of 2011, life has been resolving with school, exams, assignments and family. But i'm glad i have spent much quality time with my family as mummyL is on leave till mid Jan. As for school, exams, left 2 more papers to go next week and assignment due on around 2 weeks time in replacement of one paper and the assignment is really stressing me up... But spending time with my family somehow helped me de-stress and getaway from all those studies thingy. Just now, movie (The ghost must be crazy) with mummyL @ Westmall. 2 storylines, quite funny thou some part and some shocking parts preferred the 2nd story, much funnier. Shall off my lappy, pack my bag and washup to get ready for bed! There's school tmr, well it's always the monday blues right peeps? :(

~~3Years 4Months.~~

2010-12-31T09:25:00.000-08:00

Goodbye 2010, Welcome 2011 :D

New resolutions:

All of my love ones to be happy & healthy.
Achieve/do well for exams and FYP.
Overcome all obstacles/challenges.
Lose weight & change for better (hahaha).

Summary of 2010:

Family, thanks to them i have spent 19 awesome years! Dad, although so many "beautiful words" came out whenever you speaks, always nagging at me abt how untidy & messy i am, calling me DUA BUI DANG GUI when sees me eat alot, and remember 2 years back the worst fight we exchanged i really hate you max... in a new year, hope you don't smoke & patron turf club too much hahaha... i love you v.v.v much! Mum, my dearest mummyL and LOW forever, v.glad to actually see our terms getting better these years... rmb years back, we always quarrel, fought and the day you beat me till super jialat :( but not forgetting those days we had those heart-heart talk and really once listen to me when i told you abt me & K. And also, you always make me so pekcek talking to you bcos either you never pay attention or not listening at all one! And since last year you got "hook-up" to particular activity, spent lots of money and your blood sweat money away... hope in a new year, you will be happy working in a new environment, save up your hard earn money, bring me go holiday and give me more pocket money hahaha... LOW, stay healthy i love you v.v.v much! Sis, we haven been in good terms since dk when (?) speaking less than 10 sentences a day sometimes, always quarrel, fight & see each other not happy and even we are in good term for some time, after that still back to the same uhs? in this 2011, hope our terms will improve, THINK WISELY of what you are doing and get married soon! i also love you v.much one!

Girlfriends, my darl.s... AmeliaTanXiangLin, friend since sec 1... the one who fell in love with math teacher and results fly str8 up so high all the way. One of the person who i spent most of my youth time with, many things happened during these years, misunderstanding happened almost cause our f/s to end and also happier times together. We grow up to become more mature, we know the do(s) & don't(s) and there to remind one another. There's even a period of time we were all in r/s something happened, we overcomed it and it also let us see through who is the true one and our f/s became stronger... Although we aren't really close time back, but you know now we are right? HEHE! I really miss those days before we enter poly life, those days when we aren't busy with our life, but spending quality times together. Rmb, im always here for you, any day/time you can sms/call me abt and share with me im at most willing to be a good-listener although i know you are v.strong girl but for sure there are times when life aren't good, people get emo too right! HAHA... in a new year, hope you will do well for your studies, last-long with your big man bf, and may our f/s will bloom bloom more! Also although recently we have been seeing each other more often which is a good thing (Y) but hope to have more outing, dinner together again soon, i love you v.v.v much darling! LynCheeLiyi, my 9years+ and counting on friend... the same thing, i miss those days before all of us were busy with our life... You are the one i would turn to and share my problems with and the advices and comfort you gave. I rmb times, when i call you up during late nights crying, you will always make effort to come out console and listen to my problems, although i know you are afraid walking alone in the dark... for these, i really appreciate alot. But...we have drifted so much, we hardly meet up now. You used to tell me your problems, although you haven been doing so, i hope that you are doing fine for everything...this means a happy Liyi now right? rmb i'll be there for you to share & listen to you like how you done for me. We have drifted so much, i miss you. In a new year, hope that we will meet up tgt with Amy, maybe just for a simple dinner or better to have outing often and wish you do well in your studies, everything you do and a healthier Liyi. Last but not least, i love you v.v.v much too darling! Power Rangers, Jackie, Atiqah, Zipei, Big Jo, Samantha, Ivy knowing you guys was great! Rmb those working days @ SGH, v.memorable period... All of you were like my big sisters at work, helping & looking after me, bought me gifts on my last day of work, all those little message in the card really touched me. Although most of us have drifted part, hope in 2011, we would gather more, wishing all of you best health & everything your do. I love you guys! Last but not least, wish 2011 will be a good, better & happy year for me! :D

2010-12-26T01:24:00.000-08:00

Xmas is over! 2011 is arriving in less than a week time :) any new year resolution (?)

Meanwhile update abit...

A very last min, report work to uncle's office on Thursday... many things to do as the previous girl left them undone. Well, at least it keep time occupied time pass faster :) Friday (xmas eve), company opened half-day... after work, meet up with Joanne & Revee @ CWP and bused back to school, yes school to do our FYP proposal LOL! subway there and discussed the proposal. Next was NEX mall, initial plan was to watch movie but either the time slot SF or can't make it to our schedule. Dropped the idea and went chill, starbucks was full, so we settled down @ Tea dot, a very not wise decision bcos the drink sucks! lol... Jo even left her drink untouched after a few sips tried by us & her haha... chill & chat until Revee's friend arrived. Four of us went explore NEX from basement to the highest level, v.disappointed as the mall were selling more on beauty, accessories & bags, v.little fashion shops but for food lovers NICEEE as there were many range of F&B. Left NEX around 8+ as all of us were tired especially me! woke up 7am that day -.- so didn't join in xmas countdown this year. Yesterday (xmas day) went Bugis in the evening time with mummyL... dinner @ Bugis hawker stall super like the porridge, damn nice (Y) shopped @ Bugis street & junction bought many things & fav. tibits from Muji :D trained back in time bcos not long after we reached home it rained like cats & dogs. As for today, super nua~ @ home whole day... stomach unwell, think ate too much good food past few days HAHA! Took off tmr, gng jb with gf :D happy shopping ^^ back to blog soon!

2010-12-15T01:58:00.000-08:00

Okay back to blog again.

Met up with gfs just now @ Lot 1. We ate @ the Wang Zai or Wang Chai cafe (?) it was Liyi.darl treat for me as bday present :D and not forgetting Amy.darl who got me a liese hair care after hearing me complain about my bad hair texture hehe, love you both! We went shop, nothing i like loh and i think i should really be determine once more to get started on my diet plan again... im gaining weight again AHHH those fats. S.I.C.K.N.I.N.G. :(

2010-12-07T02:43:00.000-08:00

Day 1

Breakfast @ BoonLay.
Board coach @ 730.
Lunch break @ YongPeng.
Continue journey.
Reached Genting abt 3pm.
Checked-in First World hotel by 4pm.
Shopping & Indoor themepark.
Dinner @ mushroom farm resturant
Continue indoor themepark & shopping.
Back to hotel abt 1am.
KO!

Day 2

Woke up abt 8am.
Bathed & prepared.
Breakfast @ cafe.
Back to hotel.
Packed & checked-out @ 12pm.
Board coach to KL.
Reached KL abt 3pm.
Checked-in The Royale Bintang Hotel.
Early dinner @ nearby resturant.
Shopping time...(times square).
MummyL,Uncle, Ahma & cousin left for massage.
Aunty & me continued shopping. (Time Sq - Ah Yat - Lot 10 - Pavilion)
Abt 10pm, bought mac back hotel.
Eat, chat, bathed KO.

Day 3

Woke up @ 8am.
Breakfast buffet @ hotel.
Bathed & prepare.
Left to shopping mall again.
Back & checked-out @ 1pm.
Waited for coach & left @ 2pm.
Alight @ Yong Peng to buy goodies & food.
Reached Woodlands checkpt abt 7pm.
Drop off @ YuanChing rd for dinner.
Cabbed home and reached abt 9pm.

Did enjoyed myself during this short holiday getaway with family. Photo are already up @ facebook :) shall blog again soon.

2010-11-23T05:30:00.000-08:00

Dear K,

ImissYou.

2010-11-20T03:47:00.000-08:00

1 week plus more to my birthday! so excited.

So many wishlists this year... any kind souls? hehe.

Birkenstock sandals.
Jansport backpack.
Roxy laptop sleeve.
babyG watch.

& more... but this 4 i wanna most ok? :P

This year gonna be a different birthday than usual :)

2010-11-19T06:32:00.000-08:00

ImissYou.

2010-11-15T04:15:00.000-08:00

I'm tired.

I want a getaway ; I need a break.

I don't know how to smile and be happy like past anymore.

Teach me ; guide me once more...

before i slip away again.

2010-11-09T04:03:00.000-08:00

Maybe after so long we have already put behind all the unhappy past.

Thank you.

2010-11-06T08:58:00.000-07:00

Early part of day with family, later part of day with gfs & gf's friend @ Bugis. Very.v.v enjoy :D Had KOI again, but different flavour this time (Y) NICEEE. I like the 2 sets of clothes bought = happy girl. But mad @ myself for eating too much today AWW! hopefully i can get back on track again! BYE. Follow me daily @ tumblr... http://paperkiss-es.tumblr.com

2010-11-01T07:30:00.000-07:00

Welcome nov! Goodbye oct!

Tired day... just back from outside. Sch was (Y) because of PPG, they never failed to make me happy everyday & also team-mates, all jokers :D I like working with friendly, funny team-mates :D Went to cut my fringe with mummyL and bought some things for ahpek. Trained to SGH, visit ahpek... the feeling of stepping in SGH after since i quitted, saw those familiar faces and to know they actually remember you, the feeling is (Y)(Y)(Y)! & dearest Ivy, bought a soft-toy & white chocolate for me as my bday present...super sweet one :D trained back to b.batok, went Westmall to buy goceries & i bought a bracelet...a v.regretted decision i made, feel kind of don't like & too expensive after i walked out :( i really need to learn save $$$ whenever got $$$ i'd spend it so quickly hmm... shall stop here... there's sch tmr siannn ttm. Bye, follow me daily on tumblr :)

2010-10-26T08:55:00.000-07:00

Hi, follow me @ http://paperkiss-es.tumblr.com ,

goodbye

2010-10-23T08:58:00.000-07:00

Just back from somewhere... Went orchard & MBS with mummyL... bought bras & one top from Joop, dinner @ FoodRepublic. Then smth unpleasant happened when otw to MBS, spoiled mood. & worst was my hp.no came 3rd prize yet mummyL didn't buy, got luck but money just fly away like that, sian! -.- hope tmr will strike. & hopefully i won't fall sick cos of the bad weather... have been sneezing & coughing *tsk.

Sometimes i wish i could control my anger/emotion and not to anyhow vent/rant them out so easily. And for this i hate myself, because i done above to my mum just now and im afraid to tell her this...i'm sorry mummyL :( hope things will get better, and rmb ilu always. (L)(K)

2010-10-21T08:01:00.000-07:00

BACKKK :D

Okayyy, firstly i have forgotten what i have done/went these few days... i only remember i attend sch everyday, hsh and sometimes meet fat @ night for badminton. As for today, went Westmall with mummyL just now... dinner @ mac and went library to reserve my HRM book. About something, someone... told mummyL & gf.Amy alreadyyy HEHE...PS: gf.Liyi if u wanna know too ask me ask me ^^ still i hope abit more, but not too much... i will rmb advice gf.Amy told me :D weeeeee~ he's just handsomeee & cool lor haha! I LIKE I LIKE (Y) shan't 发花痴 alr, gng pack my bag and KO. Blog again soon...

PS: Fcuk that jerk, goodbye!

2010-10-16T08:30:00.000-07:00

Bugis with mummyL... bought my jean & shorts, dinner @ Taste from HK cafe (?) strawberry snow ice super nice! (Y) saw a small foxy dog wandering @ nearby carpark, super blur & cute... mummyL suggest we shall bring home if its a 跑失狗, but the owner appeared after that -.- Okay, i want go watch tv show already... & my stomach cramp so badly today. :(

She said: You were once an impt person in my life, i treasure and love...

2010-10-12T07:44:00.000-07:00

付出的真心得到只不过的是彻底的糟蹋。

Tell me that 15 weeks will be over soon plsss... because each time it get worst and find it's getting harder to bring myself mingle with new people over again.

2010-10-09T05:45:00.000-07:00

Went in JB.
Breakfast @ Min Baoz.
Citysq...
Cabbed to HolidayInn...
Back to Citysq, early dinner @ dk where.
Bused & trained home.

Bought many stuffs & tibits, feeling v.tired now... ;O but dk meeting Fat or not say 8pm now alr 9 lor... when im inside keep call & text me ask me faster end up now call & text him NO REPLY, haiya cfm dua me again one! -.- AND tmr, will be booking tixs for Genting & KL trip @ december, hopefully everything will be settle and it will be my first bday getway holiday HEHE! ^^ anw i'll upload those foodsss photos soon, as it's in my dig cam & hp...so GDBYE readers.

That dream...i hope its real.

2010-10-08T03:12:00.000-07:00

我不开心。

Result out Wednesday... i have dropped my Gpa but overall i passed. Timetable is out today... i have a sucky class schedule with different module ; different class & different classmates. I miss my noisy/rocky w16a ; my fun/enjoyable w47k ; my PPG & fizah in e65d... :(

2010-10-03T04:29:00.000-07:00

Love you, leave you.

Okay! today i woke up v.v.v early... 'yumcha' @ TPY, but the 幸福饮茶 moved & changed to 山头... I like the century egg congee & charsiew bao (Y) but there never sell my fav. seaweed wrap with salted eggyolk lor :( after that was GoldenMile shopping centre... i admit i don't like going there, because like 小Jiamin said "那边很多印度人lor" but i think more of those thai people...they give me kind of messy & dangerous feeling. And their supermarket was so ... ... go already then you will know & understand haha. Travel agency next... planning for dec holiday trip, they choose Genting & KL... haven booked but most likely set off date on my bday wahaha! hopefully everything will cfm and no last min changes then jiu swee liao lah! ^^ back to blog soon again, going bath alr! My ulcer hurts! :( haha.

2010-10-01T08:02:00.000-07:00

Friends stayed ; Lovers changed.

Finally, I ended my work assignment today :) Went over to Amy's place with Liyi, her mum bought spicy spaghetti for us. Left shortly for our dinner, 283 too packed so we changed to mac instead... after mac we shifted outside to continue our catch-up and left about 10pm. Now while typing, my eyes seem getting heavier & tired... ): & I remembered Tuesday, i was on leave, went mandai to pray with mummyL and went over to Liyi's place, watched movies and slacked till dinner time, we had mcdonalds and catch-up session with them was (Y) we talked & gossiped about many things and left only @ late night. I love having such short session with gfs, especially after some time not able to meetup due to our busy schedule, seeing them & to have those talks it's nice! hopefully we are able to meet up again soon :D shall keep my post till here...am going watch tv already! update soon...

2010-09-25T00:16:00.000-07:00

I miss those days.

When everyone is together,

happiness never end.

Those jokes, laughters, smiles,

everything seems like it's only happens yesterday.

♥

2010-09-23T06:31:00.000-07:00

Summarise...

22th sep

Work.
Celebration of mid-autumn @ office.
Dinner @ Westmall with family.
Candle & firework playing with cousins.
Self-made pizza making.

23rd sep

Work.
Dinner @ Westmall with mummyL.
Ahma's house.

that's all i can remember... too tired already, mind blank. Work = mad tired everyday :( BUT, i going to have my break NEXT TUESDAY ^^v hehe... like so finally. Last day of work will is 1st oct, few more days to go...woohoo! haha... shall go edit on my poster and get it printed tmr @ office. UPDATE SOON!

2010-09-17T05:55:00.000-07:00

TGIF... during school days, i always say this because i always want a break from school & now during working days, i say this because i want to have a long rest...work = early wake up & lack of sleep. Have almost finish all the work, yet i still have 2 more weeks to go, really sian ttm...coz no work = time hard to kill ley :( sian sian sian... i wanna quickly organise another malaysia trip coz tmr's cancelled, i wanna meet up with PPG again, i wanna meet up with my dearest girlfriends & many... :) okay, shall end here... tired like mad, every moment in office staring @ desktop non-stop, think i going to get sick of facing it any longer.

When you find us different from before you ask me, but you do not know how to explain the reasons for it to me.

2010-09-13T04:45:00.000-07:00

You are gone not long after you came back.

Uts are over, holidays are finally here again! :D Last ut paper this afternoon... after ut, together with Yunmei & Joanne, we went to have Sakae sushi buffet. Nice food & nice catch up with them eversince semester ended, three of us feel so bloated after eating. I like the part whereby we dipped our sushi into the wasabi sauce and with all the funny expression after that haha... hopefully we will have time to meet up again during the holiday and to be in the same class again. About work, so troublesome one...initially say this then say that, dk what they doing, end up instead of starting work tomorrow, it has changed to wednesday instead -.- haiya, shall work for sake of $$$. Anyway will be going in Malaysia this coming saturday... hopefully cliques & PPG can go along too :) shall blog soon.

2010-09-10T09:54:00.000-07:00

Okay, i admit that i'm tired right now, but still feel like blogging...Today was PH, Hari Raya means we will be going over to relative's house to celebrate it...and so we went two places like usual - Big uncle & dk no.what uncle's house. First to amk, this year more happening over there, because many small childrens turned up which was the first time i saw them. My rank promoted uhs, because all of them were my cousin's children and they just address me as cheychey(姐姐), because its like complicated only... lol. After amk was kallang, super far one... took cab there if not = die of fatigue. Big uncle's house = many cats, so person like me super scare cats = legs folded, extremely alert whether any cats entering the house or not. Blabla, left there around 9pm, trained back and inside the train was packed with the blacks, whites and their "marvellous smell" (N) reached bt.batok, met up with Fat for "car & catching bear session", the catching bear machine cfm cheat $$$ one... it's like 快到嘴的鸭子飞走了haha... Shall stop my post here and go continue on my drama - personal taste (Y) blog again soon.

你比想象中的现实。

2010-09-05T04:49:00.000-07:00

No point exposing your doings & lies anymore.

They say, if you feel that this was so unfair to you, make him come back and chase after you again then make him regret losing a woman like you.

I WILL.

2010-08-30T10:22:00.000-07:00

Busy week ahead... Uts revision, PP poster design then Ut period... can't wait for all these to be over. I wanna go work and earn more $$$, I wanna go malaysia with cliques to shop and eat, I wanna go marina barrage to fly kite and picinic with my girls, I wanna meet up with my PPG for our movie and cheesefries, I wanna go swimming with my beloved girlfriends, I wanna have catch-up session with my PRs girls... most importantly is i wanna fulfill everything in month of September, therefore with excitement, i look forward to all of it ^^

Everyone has a dream ; a goal ; a future.

(Y)

2010-08-27T01:25:00.000-07:00

I'm super angry & super hungry right now!

Woke up late, SHE(mum) called said she will be COMING HOME shortly so SHE will help me pack food home. So i assume that she will be home soon, normally like usual and waited. From not hungry - mild hungry - very hungry now, she's not back yet...so i called her phone upteems time = no answer and finally get through...

(ME): 你在哪里？

(HER): Oh, 我在外面。

(ME): 你不是说要回来liao，还再外面你知不知道我在等买回来给我吃 blabla... {pissed}

(HER): *laughing* 要回来liao, 我刚刚到不久而已。*change topic*

(HER): 你要不要买那个拖鞋？*laughing*

(ME): 我不要买啦！每次跟你讲话，每次跟我扯开话题，现在我跟你讲为什么你还没有回来你没有跟我讲先，我自己可以去买我肚子很饿！{very pissed}

(HER): Oh, 哈哈我要回liao。。。

(ME): *HANGED THE PHONE*

seriously pissed ttm! Everytime talk to her A she talk to me B, ask her A she tell me B...and everytime when her "心" is over that place, what said to her all is 没有听到 OR 耳边风。 really annoying one. Especially already in fault still can laugh & change topic so fast like above, asking whether i want her get that slipper for me when obviously im pissed to talk abt other things and neither she will buy for me even i were to say i want because she only 随便讲讲。And its past 2hrs and she's not back yet? still dare say 要回来，BLUFF！Really cannot stand people like this, somemore im feeling v.hungry now {A hungry man is a angry man}!!! & that idiot Funshion still cannot be dl-ed like dk WHY since yesterday!!! so many new movies up already lor @#$% Grrr, today definitely not my day.

2010-08-21T09:35:00.000-07:00

Sometimes some songs would just describe your feeling & think that every single word is so true...

{Kiss}

如果时间能把我们的思念稀释了

从此以后互不相干各自爱着别的人

只要不遇见忽然下雨的清晨在起床的时候会莫名的失神

说好决定要努力忘了啊

为何还有泪停在脸颊

你身边是否还是那个她取代我在你醒来吻你吗

如果当时我们都能够勇敢的承认困为太在乎对方所以才倔强的等待着

后来每个失眠的午夜时分还不愿意后悔却忍不住会问

那段流着眼泪寻找解答的日子已过去了

只是没想到爱情要我们付出漫长想念代价。

:'{

2010-08-20T07:07:00.000-07:00

My head is aching now & my stomach is growling too.

Slept @ 5am this morning...but did not sleep @ all because of monster kids next door making so much noise when i intend to sleep. Went for haircut, 不喜欢 lor... somemore the lady comment that my fringe look like cauliflower -.-

Assured you.

2010-08-17T03:32:00.000-07:00

It's still raining outside...

*The rain makes me think of xxx, hope he's doing fine @ work. :{ *

Holiday has started, for this holiday no planning of working because have no job to work at all... shall take this time to enjoy & study. Last night, had a long heart-heart chat with mummyL, we talked about many things... (life)(love)(people), then this morning both of us woke up nearly 12pm and had our breakfast together @ market. Have been watching a chinese series drama 溏心风暴2家好月圆 that Joanne passed to me, has watched the part 1 and this time round part 2 is nicer... sometimes i would cry because i find particular role inside 可怜, sometimes i would scold because i find particular role inside 可恶 haha! Right now while blogging, im watching it too... & Funshion is working already am dl-ing OngBak3... but it look a little scary because got those tribeman inside which im afraid of LOL! Okayyy, shall continue on my show... soon dad gonna go for 7th month dinner, I will be alone @ home...hopefully sister won't be home today bcos if she comes back, v.noisy... :X shall blog again soon!

2010-08-12T06:53:00.001-07:00

Me.You.Us.
Ended.
"你懂不懂我為愛忍辱　努力學習寬恕原諒那錯誤"
"爱情真的有期限吗？我们走得越近，却越模糊。"

Tuesday partial, Wednesday early dismissal, Today Partial again :D
Today is offically the last day of year 2 semester one, meaning it's start of YOG's holiday too ^^v Partial-ed & meet up with girlfriends @ btbatok for brunch. They came over to my place after that, we played MonoPoly & i'm the MILLIONAIRE! $34420 and both of them left during evening time. Just now instead of going jogging, went play badmintion with Fat... okayyy, i gonna keep it up and diet... from tmr onwards i can sleep longer as i don't think i will be working since agent did not contact me, but I can also take this time to study for my ut :)

2010-08-10T03:45:00.000-07:00

When those bad days are over,

welcome those good days with smile.

Okayyy, enjoyed the last long weekend to fullest :} left 2 more days of school & we went partial-ed today with PPG...intend to do so for next 2 remaining lessons too. In this semester although school might suck big time with assignments, projects & tests, but im glad that PPG is there to make everyday with their jokes & silly-ness and also some other nice friends. I hope to be the same class with u all next semester! :D

2010-07-26T07:15:00.000-07:00

It's monday again... decided to skip school and sleep on this morning as the weather is extremely nice to continue sleeping :D Continue on my assignment, DO/EDIT/DO/EDIT/DO/EDIT until 2+ and meet mummyL @ bb central for my brunch. Before tt went to collect my parcel, finally got it and it comes with many complimentary gifts HAHA! like shiok only (Y) and before home, went to ScienceHub for interview, PIC not there so too bad... got home, continue with my assignment and went back to ScienceHub again to fill in application form, okay they're lame -.- luckily is just a street across... back home again continue with assignment and finally managed to submit it alr, FEEL SO GOOD :D but now im feeling hungry and craving for mcdonalds... :/ alright v.random shall blog again soon... && tmr's 'ganster faci' lesson ;O

今天的明天，

第931天。

2010-07-19T03:19:00.000-07:00

Its monday today BUT i don't feel any monday blues :D Because I spent my day in school to the fullest... {doing codes/playing games/chatting non-stop} with my team mates and did not even realise it already past dismissal time LOL! And during break time, went CWP with Yunmei...v.random, but i was craving for MiniToons gummies HAHA... and bused back to school. Anyway this week schedule gonna be tight, last ut on thursday{means need revise} & completing my assignment 2 that is due on next monday...weekend think gonna go relative's house warming(?) and and and i wanna go watch that so-called "potato movie"... :) & SHOPPING! hehe... alright, stop here...blog again soon.

2010-07-14T04:58:00.000-07:00

Finally I can take a break and rest after those periods of doing PP report and having UTs. Now pending on hand is just C208 assignment that will be due a week plus more and C235 ut to go... hopefully i will have the 'feel' to complete my assignment. About personal life, everything is fine... have made up a decision regarding something, although it's really disappointing and sad at first, but because i look @ the BRIGHTER SIDE, i'm fine now :) thinks that my blog is getting more boring, i'd wonder if there's any readers reading or (?) shall blog again soon.

2010-07-06T05:48:00.000-07:00

梦醒了，就该结束了。

School, school & school... everyday the same, nothing interesting one. But on a happy note, my PP report has been approved (Y) after fourth time of rework. Now left the poster, ut2 and the C208 assignment (that many people hate) to complete... really hate assignment, one is already enough to do, yet there's two... i'd rather do ut than these stupid assignments... really kill brain cell one :/ 5more weeks to go... can't wait for this semester quickly be over soon & most impt the holiday!!! :D

2010-07-02T03:57:00.000-07:00

Welcome July :)
Time passed v.fast, in a blink of eye it's month of July already. I hope in the month of July, everything will go smooth & nice for me.. although there are uts, assignment & PP report deadlines to meet, i still wish this month will be a good one and hopefully i will endure and survive :)Yesterday's afternoon went to Bugis with mummyL we headed to Kwan Imm temple first and to the street & junction. It was a fruitful trip, because i bought a lot things and spent a lot $$$ at the same time LOL. 2 tops, 2 bottoms, 1 jumper dress and a wallet. It's a treat for myself after so long and after getting my pay :) dinner time, had pepperlunch... it still tasted so yummy (Y) Night time, we trained back to Bt.batok and went Westmall to look for aunty & co'...had Udder ice cream and headed to csc for pool. Okay, im noob so i never play, i just sat there and watch for 3rounds. Today, bused to station and trained to school... my leg cramp so badly, the pain was so ... lesson time pass rather fast and i bth tt Joan & Step lor... make me laugh like a scb. After school, due to the heavy rain & my aching leg, got a free-ride from Steph's dad to the station :) now i sneezing badly, my throats hurts & leg aches... Ohya, blood test report is out, luckily everything is fine and those red spots seems to have faded... but now mum is looking v.careful to my meals... keep asking me to eat more and NOT TO diet HAHA! ilovemummyL lahs! Back to bloggg soon...

2010-06-29T23:12:00.000-07:00

No school... mc for 2 day, today & tomorrow. Unwell (?) idk lol... everything started off with red spots on my hands, legs & body on Monday. She(doc) said many things, so had blood test yesterday requested. Report result will be out by today, hopefully is nt tt serious what petechiae or whatsoever claimed by her :) anway, got back 3/4 modules results and I failed 1/2 of the modules by few marks... well, i did mention abt quit school, but... hmm, i shall work hard for my next ut. C208 assignment is out alr, this time I gonna work v.hard for it as mr.cork eye said 1/3 of the class has failed assign1 BOO! Will be going sch tmr, although still under mc... i want thursday to come faster, shopping with mummyL :D

我很想他。

2010-06-21T21:14:00.000-07:00

Soon i will be going to get myself prepare and make a trip to school as today was C208 assessment day. It seems i can feel millions and thousands of butterflies inside my stomach, feeling so anxious right now :/ Hope tt everything will goes fine for me in the questioning time and spot nothing wrong with my work *Lucks*.

About last weekend, it was a frutiful one... finally met up with girlfriends for shopping, movie & dinner. Karate kids was awesome! (Y) but all of us agreed that i should be rated NC16 or something as parts of the movie was quite violence or it'd violence. Yesterday was father day, but i went out with mum for the whole day instead as she was on mc 2 days. Shall "make-up" them after my pay is in :) alright, shall keep my post short... last recap on my assignment and off to prepare myself alr...

Edited

Assessment interview was @#$% "what happen to you?, i'm v.disappointed..." "Do u know if tt part is not done, for the whole assignment is like u never done anything at all." CRAPS! i know i have tried my best & put in my effort... incomplete work is better than not even a shit was done. Very dishearten & depress... BUT at least i got mummyL who supported me all the way~ :D iloveher.

2010-06-16T05:36:00.000-07:00

Back to blog :)

Recently have been busy with work, school & assignments. Especially assignment, really a big headache... one just completed, another one coming up. About school it almost a week since school reopened, feel that lessons have become more complicated and tough. Today, class ended @ 2pm sharp, super early as standard timing is 4pm, v.happy as it's the first time ever in rp :D met mummyL @ btbatok and homed tgt. Took a short nap again and now feeling awake, shall continue my revision for tmr's ut. Talked about ut, really v.sian... supposely tmr is our offical off day for sch, but b'cse of ut, we have to make a trip just for the ut and it's only a 45mins -.- what's annoying is that there will be a few more uts held on thursday, damn zzz and i still prefer my previous off day which is on tuesday. Hmm... for work, it almost a week i left however got informed tt my cheq is ready today, but is with uncle...wondering when will he pass it to me(?) i want to go shopping badly leys... v.side track, the weather have been v.cooling and i love it a lot (Y) just tt i makes me feel lazy to go jogging HAHA! shall blog soon again. Shopping & Outing soon pls~

2010-06-06T05:42:00.001-07:00

Backkk... first thing i gonna rant abt is my off day for school is being rescheduled another day instead of every Tuesday. Super sian, cannot go have breakfast or shopping with mummyL already SO BOO! :( Anyway, have been working for a week already... i see $$$ coming in HAHA! left with only 5 more days to go... seeing with only 1 more week of holiday left, time really passed v.fast esp when its holiday or enjoying outside BUT time always seems so slow @ work/school lor. After school reopen, there will be one more UT to go, cfm GG one :/ now with my PP draft report left with aprox.10%, i can concentrate on my c208 assignment alr... hopefully i can relax abit by then. But still i dislike every year semester 1, it's like the sch schedule is so tight...one examination after another then major examination, all within short period gap. STRESS STRESS & STRESS. esp all the modules this semester, i like none of them LOL! i can actually forsee my gpa alr with those lousy dailygrades i have got so far... sian sian sian. I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE LONG TERM HOLIDAYS~ enough of my rubbish, blog again soon!

2010-06-01T04:03:00.000-07:00

在没有你的日子，我会更加努力。

Second day of work...late on both days.
Shifted to new department room.
Feel super tired @ work.
Stomach been unwell since last sunday.
Appetite worsen.

... i can't wait to finish work and enjoy myself after i got the pay. Still everyday i would worried abt my OOP assignment... one day i didn't have the final coding it seems i won't be sleeping well and i have my PP report draft to go also :( hopefully by mid june everything will end and i'll back on track again... shall call up mum to ask whether she wants to accompany me for jogging ltr or i shall go myself...BB.

2010-05-26T07:03:00.000-07:00

There are days every now and again I pretend i'm okay, but that's not what gets me.

Just came back from jogging, mummyL accompanied me down :) Before that we went to Westmall to have our dinner, and the seafood salad is super delicious... (Y) we went shop&save, went pasar malam, blablabla and when boarding bus, my slipper broke...enough paiseh. The weather is super hot, shall take a cold bath ltr before sleeping...tmr will be last day of school, thought of skipping it but remember tt need to stay back after school to do C208 assignment with friends. Anway today i enjoyed the lesson with teammates chatting happily despite having tt irritating relief faci, however someone ruined it bcse ... ... i say what i wanna say, don't ever put words into my mouth or go assuming YAY! So after tmr, holiday shall starts...but i'll be working, but work = $$$... it GSS now, who don't want have more cash for shopping HAHA! Okay, I super random... anyway left one more UT after school holiday. Hopefully i will complete my assignment & PP report draft during the holiday zzz... Get going, blog soon :D

2010-05-21T07:10:00.000-07:00

STRESS,STRESS,STRESS...

Seriously i feel super stress, there is so many things that needed to be work and done on and everything has to be done either end of May or early June. And with UTs going on also, those stress became more :( i just want to do my best on everything and fare well... Now, i just finished my PP scope draft, awaiting for advisor reply before proceed on my final scope and hopefully he will reply me fast and with more advices, time's running out and his speed in replying emails is super ... slow -.- Somehow i'd look forward to next week, holiday will then start and will be starting on my c208 assignment but i will be working as well, back to Parker SIGH. Shall blog again once free, gonna be really busy!

2010-05-17T08:03:00.000-07:00

IM SO STRESS!

@#$%

I have never feel so stressful eversince i entered poly life, but now seriously i feel so stressful v.v.v much :( Uts will be starting on coming wed, then this 12nn, both c208 assignment & PP is out. All these have deadlines to meet, c208 assignment- 14th June while PP scope is 31st May and i have only started ut revision for 1 module so far, 2 more modules to go, so many things to complete yet time is so little... HOW??? i ain't superwoman, i have only one brain, one pair of hands... FML!

2010-05-14T03:31:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MOOD ---} SAD MOOD

:'(

IEP application result was out. My application result was unsucessful, have to take PP in place of IEP. Sigh! really v.v.v disappointing & upset... C208 assignment itself is already a big stress to me, with another PP that is gonna start soon, HOW? super depressing now and worst is WHY rp LIED to us with false criteria for IEP? V.V.V sadddddd now!

2010-05-06T06:04:00.000-07:00

Bad month.

Merely a week of May, so much had happened esp family. Seriously i have no idea how to make through, it been v.devasting and im really tired to try anymore. Afterall, no matter how much effort i put in or how hard i tried, everything failed or just hurtful remarks i got in return. I just want to put full concentration on my studies now, I want to get into IEP, do well and graduate & to adjust back my health and that's all.

The bigger the expectation, the bigger demoralising.

2010-05-04T03:52:00.000-07:00

(Sigh)

:'(

Not in mood to blog actually or to be exact for anything? Blame EGO EGO EGO... why everyone's ego is so f.ing big that small issue can become big issue? WHY WHY WHY! all those words hurled str8 on me, make me cry like a fool, i even ... sigh! Current situation is: 1.You talk first, I WIN U LOSE 2.I talk first, U WIN I LOSE... SO HOW? anyone tell me... a very bad day to start and end with.

2010-05-01T03:55:00.000-07:00

Weather is so god-damn hot!

Makes me feel so unwell... even right now, feeling nauseous & having a terrible headache. When experience these im so not in mood for anything. Thought of having a getway for next entire week, but many dis-encourage me... its May alr, i just wanna get things completed quickly... How how how??? :(

2010-04-28T08:16:00.000-07:00

Back home & back to blog :D

Trained and bused to RWS & Vivocity with mummyL.
Explore over there & snapped pics. (Bought 2 fav Hershey's king size chocolate)
Had our late dinner @ ToastBox.
Bused back to Vivocity for shopping (Daiso)
Trained back home.

im feeling tired & sleepy alr... rush all the way for today. (sch - home - out) plus today's module is super @#$% all bcse of that faci... say alr spoilt mood ;( when dismiss its alr raining v.heavily, and Q at bustop super long so cabbed to cwp with Diana... Yayness! tmr going out with mummyL again, i want to buy my bag~ LOL. shall post again soon. Anway, HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO AHJIAO :D

2010-04-23T03:18:00.000-07:00

Past or now everything remains.

Use to spend those days and nights alone.

Fall in love again or not, is no longer a question,

bcse

it's always the starting we look to & the end we fear of.

2010-04-18T07:11:00.000-07:00

Here to blog before i pack my things & off to bed... Went to Bugis with mummy in the afternoon, kwan yin temple - bugis street - bugis junction. Bought 2 tops from cottonOn, 1 dress from Bugis street. Bused home around 4pm, headed elsewhere then bused to 273 to have our late dinner then hsh :) when otw to Bugis, had a heart-heart talk with mummy abt me & K in the past. It's a great chat throughout the journey, though i'd avoid talking abt him already and mum also told me abt her r/s in past and etc.

Yesterday, went Westmall with mummy in the afternoon. Headed home, got prepared and whole family bused to JurongPt. Celebrated mummy's bday @ PUTIAN, the food so-so only, but quite expensive, had cut-cake session before leaving. Walked around the mall and bused back to elsewhere with mummy, left around 1am and KO str8 after reaching home.

Sian lor, there's sch tmr, don't really look forward to it... haven mingle with classmates yet, just open our golden mouth for sake of discussion only. Hopefully can mingle well in next few days, and hope tt the other 2 modules will be easy *twistfinger*. Gtg alr, BYE...

2010-04-16T05:55:00.000-07:00

Backkk!

Just finish my shared late dinner with mummy, feel so warm, the weather fluctuate very fast. Just now after school went JurongPoint JohnLittle to buy health product, 20% promo storewide and have luckydip with $60 spent, so I got one draw lor, won myself a $5 voucher :) Went to icing room, initially intend to buy a diy cake for mum's bday tmr, however after much hesitation, dropped the idea and bought the macha cake. Then otw back the bus was super packed and there's a pair of malay pri.kids cannot stop moving one, esp the boy, walao eh so small so tiko alr, keep trying to hug/kiss/tickle the girl and giggled around with their bags bumping into few RV students and also ME. Ticked them off (Can you'all stand properly?) after the boy bump onto me real hard causing me almost to fall. Dropby mummy's workplace to buy dessert, but got a bad news, mummy's hand was scalded by hot water. So stayed there then accompany her to clinic, it was a practiced doc, seriously i doubt at his profession. Got scalded, no banaged, no help patient to clean wound, ask them clean themselves that all LOL! went to buy dinner and homed.

About school today, im super pissed, with the faci! He give instructions machiam like machine gun(fast & unclear), appearance super raggle(polotee, jeans messy2 kind, dirty shoe & with pi sai stucked in the nose etc)... asked so many qns during meeting 3, paused so many times in between 6p and even tell us today's problem is easy LOL! I can't see anything easy for today's problem and seems this semester i gonna die for sure... all super difficult ;( but luckily after he end the class, he told us he's just an relief LOL! This few days mood swing, probably bcse pms, sian ttm... alright, shall get going... tmr gng celebrate mummy's bday :D cool! a busy weekend... but need save a bit, today 150bucks fly away alr~

2010-04-15T01:48:00.000-07:00

Yayness! First day of school get to have early dismiss, as early like year1 dismissal :D if only everyday will be like this, i cfm guarantee plus chop go school everyday HAHA! Anyway new class was super silence in meeting 1 and part of meeting 2, but slowly some team or only a particular team was talking away only? LOL! My team took super long to break the ice also, break for the sake to discuss, after tt like frozen again one... hopefully will get to know more and enjoy my class for this semester :) and seems like this semester modules all cmi for me one, sian ttm... ohya faci also said tt RP is having some major/minor changes on some academic stuffs, some modules now have hmwk(exclude daily rj & quiz) or maybe even UT4... totally sian already! :/ Okay! shall blog again when free...

我的心能等待也能放弃。

2010-04-12T04:55:00.000-07:00

Work is super duper boring ttm :(

Today totally no work to do at all, I spent my 9hrs in the office 'pretending' only... LOL! scribbled drawings & flipping through different piles of files only. And although I own a com, but co' have blocked many websites like those chat-websites & gaming ones, jitao sian ttm! I would rather busy then nothing do bcse like this time pass v.slow... 2 more days to go, hope i'll survive! Anyway this few days keep having terrible headache on & off and with sucha weather totally buaytahan lor :/ & so sidetrack abit, school gng open on thursday, got into the same class as Hafizah while JL same class Diana lor walao jealous eh but on happier note, they are in E35C while im in E35D ^.^ many friends are @ same level too. alright gtg, shall blog again when free.

2010-04-08T05:24:00.000-07:00

Unhappy + Tired + Stress + Moody.

I want to quit my current job soon, 4 more days to go!

I don't want start school on next thursday, so not 3 not 4!

Sian sian sian.

2010-04-05T06:57:00.001-07:00

Back to blog once again...

Have been rather busy or really busy since last week as there are many
occasions on and also have been working from mon - fri, thus busier...
so friends pls understand on why I keep put aeroplane as i really hv
no time :) and this week gna be the same, work on mon-fri until next
wed and start sch on thurs, sian ttm :( hopefully after sch open I
have more free time and i gna mug hard alr... Alright, shall stop
here, my head is aching... and aches more when I think of work, so
stress :(

Sent from my iPod

2010-03-30T04:17:00.000-07:00

First day of work, feel very sleepy. (Slept only @ 2am)
Cabbed to JurongPoint instead of bus. (A cheater cab driver/ cheat my $)
Uncle picked me up @ taxi stand & drove to office.
Workplace is about logistic production. (Handling with many export shipment documents etc)
Workload is manageable. (Uncle & his assistant guided me along)
Dealing with large group of numbers & paper documents. (Quite tedious/cut my fingers :( )
Lunch with uncle @ foodcentre.
Continued work. (Managing with forwarders details etc)
Feel boring ttm. (No one to talk to, working alone, aircon super cold = feel like zzz)
Striked 530pm, waited for 178.

(Ok, i wanna emphasize after i boarded the bus...)

Boarded the bus, wasn't really packed, managed to get a seat. Not long, more passengers boarded and one malay aunty in her 50s hint that she wants to sit and carrying a box. But bcse inside the seat was wet, i stood up and move aside, to my surpise, she placed her box onto one seat and sit on the another one and ignored me. At first i thought she is being selfish & unclivilise so nrvm, HOWEVER she let her partner to sit and chat happily WTF! totally pissed off, have to stand all the way in the packed bus and when my gastric is aching, it piss me more. Then was standing, one indian student actually lay on me like so comfortable uhs? so i tapped her and ask her to move further HAHA! and she resemble of the blackie dog guard. Took almost an hr to reach, saw DarrenYiew in the blk and went coffeeshop to pack my hot milo & toasted kaya butter bread :D Hopefully tmr workload with be lesser and easier & of course time to pass faster hehs.

2010-03-28T03:30:00.000-07:00

I'm here to blog again.
Alright, im feeling little pissed & angry now. Why? Bcse when I was out with mum just now @ csc, one of the black dog guard pissed me off with her rude attitude and the way she is talking. Damn... and it's not the first time, totally cannot stand it. Gonna complain this blackie regarding this, and to my surpise, the co' is also manage by blackies one -.- but hopefully, they go book by book, otherwise I gonna file this complaint to the highest rank in the co' . Totally spoiled both me & mum's mood lor, shity sial :/ feel hungry at first but cse this no longer feel hungry anymore LOL! Aiya, know v.random to post how angry i am, but at least i feel better to vent out lor. Anw wonder how the job tt cousin gng intro me, haven call or sms me, wonder if got work or not tmr, sian lor no job no $ one and school opening liao :(

2010-03-24T02:54:00.000-07:00

(Edited)

I AM FUCKING HAPPY NOW!
RESULTS ARE OUT!
I PASSED ALL THE 5 MODULES IN SEMESTER II.
I EVEN SCORED BETTER THAN EXPECTED FOR B216(MARKETING) & A114(MATHEMATIC II).

Hopefully my this semester gpa will be better than last semester.

I received two L's letter.

Double happiness.

Anyway, talk about my whereabouts this few days...

Monday rot whole day @ home watching movies.
Yesterday, went Bt.Timah with mummyL & sister.
Today, went breakfast with mummyL as I woke up super early 8am -.-. But KO ltr abt 12pm till 3pm. Fried some fried rice, now serving net... just mins ago, my cousin called me, intro me a job...sound not bad? tmr gng down training lor :D & seriously to those co's I sent in my resume since dk when, no reply @ all one PISSED.

2010-03-23T04:17:00.000-07:00

I AM FUCKING HAPPY NOW!

RESULTS ARE OUT!

I PASSED ALL THE 4 MODULES THAT ARE OUT.

I EVEN SCORED BETTER THAN EXPECTED FOR B216(MARKETING) & A114(MATHEMATIC II).

One more module G102 result to go...

PRAY HARD!!!

this semester GPA definitely better than last semester.

I PROMISE i will work hard in year 2

try to attend school regularly!!!

2010-03-21T09:34:00.000-07:00

I picked up the pen and paper,

scribbled pages of words.

I read it,

then,

tore into million pieces...

Why?

dissapointment will be waiting for me.

Thrown it,

i might be happier.

2010-03-13T21:59:00.000-08:00

Bought a iPodtouch days ago @ IT fair. Still in progress on learning
how to use, it seem hard for a technology noob like me lol...And
recently have been either going out or stay at home,seriously like no
life at all LOL! Holiday left with only a month yet I haven find
myself a job yet, hope will get response frm those co's I send my
resume to. Otherwise I cannot imagine how am I gonna continue this
situation, NO SCH/WORK = no allowances & grow fatter -.- super sian
lah! Don't feel like blogging anymore..(mia from here)

2010-03-08T04:37:00.000-08:00

Had bleated birthday celebration for Liyi @ Westmall Sakae sushi. We had youth buffet, ate alot and feel super bloated after tt :D walked around the mall after eating, stayed in those healthcare shop quite some time and have bought few things. Really enjoyed each outing with gfs, bcse everytime we will have many funs together esp when AmeliaTan is around and i will keep asking Liyi how come i'll have such friend hor? HAHA! Went over mummy's workplace for dessert,mummy treated us after tt went nearby pasarmalam and bused home with Amelia after tt :)

2010-03-05T04:55:00.000-08:00

Had lunch with Liyi @ market.
Bused to JurongPoint.
Bought tickets (Alice in wonderland).
Shopped awhile (A male SeaPremier or whatsoever approached us, he touched our face & hands w/o asking us lor, after tt we missed few shops just to avoid passingby e shop as we "promise" him to go back after our movie HAHA!).
Alice in wonderland (Not bad, though some scenes is expected).
Had dinner @ Carls Jr.
Continued shopping (Bought a white cardigan).
Bused home.

2010-03-03T06:15:00.000-08:00

Alright back to blog again, went in malaysia just now and just came back not long ago and this time round with Weilong & Caiyun. Went Citysquare and had our late breakfast @ mac, went shopping after that and bought many many things, super heavy lor and after that cabbed to HolidayInn, bought many tibits from there and bubblegums. Decided to cab back to Citysquare for dinner, settled our dinner @ Hongkong Kim Gary restaurant. The food is super delicious!!! especially the minestrone soup and the food is super filling too :P After dinner decided to go home as was super tired, however before leaving we bought things again LOL. In total...bought 1 top(FOS) ; 2 pairs of earrings(buy1get1free) ; 1 pair of thongs(Everlast girl) ; 1 pair of sandal(Emax) ; tibits(World sweet house) ; few accessories. Then back to Woodlands checkpoint, the worst thing we worried for come true LOL! i was caught for bringing in those bubble gums -.- name recorded, bubblegums being dumped infront of me and reasoning. Feel super suay & mad... suay bcse it not my first time bringing in yet it the first time being caught and mad bcse the officer actually destroyed the bubblegums and dumped right infront of my eyes grrrrr ;( Trained home after tt, now feel super tired lor... must be too much of fun, laughters with Caiyun & Weilong alr. Shall get going alr, blog soon~ pics up soon.

2010-02-25T05:52:00.000-08:00

Haven been blogging lately, feeling lazy to do so.Cny ending soon and the festive mood has already end days ago. School holidays has started weeks ago, everyday either spend the day going out, eat, play or sleep. Life's so boring, have been job hunting for some time and even sent in few resumes but there is no response at all zzz and seriously i don't want to slack my ass off at home everyday and did wish to go out to work and earn $$$. Also lately i have been sleeping @ 3 or 4am, waking up in the noon time or worst, sleeping again during evening time totally change my body clock timing -.- Another weekend coming, gonna be busy... saturday there's jtmx 21st birthday, sunday there's EDU award... super shag... i wanna go for shopping, wanna go in malaysia makan etc... blabla, so lame nth to blog alr... back to blog soon.

2010-02-20T06:52:00.000-08:00

Happy 19th birthday to dearest CheeLiYi

2head for breakfast.
Haircut @ tattoo aunty salon. (Not the hairstyle i requested }: )
Bought hairdye.
Aunty's house for cards. (Luck super down/Luck went up after tt)
HSM.
Prepared, meet gfs & liyi's sister @ Westmall.
Watched Valentine Day. (Not bad, worth watching)
Bused home with Amy.

2010-02-17T07:47:00.000-08:00

BACKKKKKK~ :D

It's day 4 of CNY alr, time really passed very fast lor. This few days only went to relatives house to 拜年, feel super shag in beginning bcse have to wake up early and sleep super late lor... but nrvm at least today i slept till about 2pm, plus i took hrs of nap in the evening, so fully recharged alr ^^. And this year cny seems much boring than before, only eat & gamble but am looking forward to next year, L have promised something and by then he is around alr so with his presence how not to hv fun? HAHA! anyway gng out tmr, and hopefully remaining days of cny i will continue to huat ah...as in continue to win money lah :P ohya...currently hv only 2photos in my phone, as my camera memory die on me yesterday when trying to record lion dance performance and since my camera has so much memory of secondary graduation, poly mates, birthday i can't bear to delete any just to store those "not so" impt items :) alright, gna stop here my post getting longer if i continue. Will blog once free toodles ~

2010-02-14T07:32:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New year & Happy valentine Day to everyone.

13th February

Final spring cleaning.
Reunion dinner (fabulous steamboat :P).
守夜.

14th February

Woke up super early (running nose).
Prepared & left to Popo's house.
Slacked until afternoon time.
Left alone early & cabbed home (Big aunty came visit -.-).
Ordered mac earlier on & had mac for breakfast + lunch.
Late afternoon went ahma's house.
Slacked, ate, drank, played cards (Won a bit :D)
Homed, bathed, now blogging.

May this tiger year will bring everyone with goodlucks & blessings :} and hopefully will win many $$$ and receive many hongbaos too haha... & hope tt cash would also come in fast so i can fullfil my wishlist Ipodtouch or Iphone... hiekhiek ^^v... alright shall wait for my hair to dry and get to bed... tmr gng 大姨's house :}

2010-02-11T03:11:00.000-08:00

Received L's letter and CNY card... super cute the card :D
This morning meet Sooping @ usual place to study for Web and New Media Communications. After ut, walked to station with her and same train as Aaron & Layhoon. Bused home, ate lunch, helped mummyL clear things and went to sleep. Now busy chiong-ing my marketing notes, seriously marketing has a lot to remember, all the concepts and theories so complicated *tsk... gonna mug for the last one, then wohoo to holiday~ alright random, most probably back to blog again soon... going busy as bee next few days. & HAPPY ADVANCE CNY TO ALL!

2010-02-10T02:28:00.000-08:00

Ahhh... i so hate math! be it amath or emath since young i hated math very much and bcse of this, im rather weak in this subject :{ anyway why i suddenly talk abt math, not bcse im so random...bcse i just had my maths ut just now LOL. The questions were all so difficult, even those basic questions... hope will pass this time round and forever in my life am not going to take math anymore. Blabla... actually wanted to post this up just now, but received mum's call and went out for lunch with her. Once headed home, i KO straight...super tired. Even i just woke up moments ago i still feel v tired and like to sleep somemore but when i think of the ut tmr, @#$% i know i can't afford to sleep longer :( i gonna chiong my tmr module ut tonight ! chiong until i KO again hahaha! blabla... get going for my revision alr CIAOS!

多年了我还是有牵挂。

2010-02-07T22:08:00.000-08:00

Went back clinic for review, however unable to have blood test bcse clinic assistant said I haven recover from my cough, therefore postponed it. This few days keep feel weird at the back row of my teeth, wondering if it's wisdom tooth or what, but hopefully is not *twist finger*. Yesterday had communication ut, rushed like mad and even cabbed twice... promised will not to rush for next week uts anymore. And there are few modules yet to complete the notes, hopefully by tonight i'll complete all 15problems of cognitive notes :)

Shall blog soon after uts over or what...

(Edited)

Had completed my cognitive notes mins ago... Regarding suspecting of wisdom tooth, i think 80% i can confirm tt am actually growing alr after asking few friends & research abt it hmm... guess i gonna take extra care of it, lessen those sweet-eating and more thoroughly brushing of my teeth and really hope it won't be painful etc. Tmr going accompanying mummyL to shop for some cny things @ different areas... ciaos! :)

刻苦铭心的爱。

2010-02-05T23:03:00.000-08:00

To all W47k peeps:

Thank you guys for being my wonderful classmates in semester 2.

Especially to those like...

DianaTanSzeYi

LimCaiYun

NurKadimBinAyob

LimJunLiang

AaronLeeChoongLiang

MuhammadRayhanSufiBSynulA

others...

I ♥ you guys!

You guys bring so much laughters & fun to the class!

2010-02-03T01:42:00.000-08:00

A very bad day :(

Web & New Media Communication module.
Chit-chat with team members (Diana/Caiyun & Kadim).
Playing Diana's Ipod touch (am aiming for one).
Meeting 2 (pizza's treats)
Left early during meeting 3.
Trained to JE.
Cabbed to TohGuan.
Cabbed to JP.
Trained back to bt.batok.
HSM.

am feeling very tired & unwell now... gastric pain been there since morning and my body feel very lethargic :( was so angry with SE service centre becse it actually moved w/o informing and I spent almost 20$ just on the fare to TohGuan to JurongPoint after knowing it been moved there and it really time consuming too. & when otw back to bt.batok there was one idk is he/she, a 'looked like' middle-aged auntie was blocking my way out even after I said excuse me loudly at her and all he/she does was just raise his/her armpit bloody high and allow me to cross under it, NABEI a very rude action man! ;[ Alright, shall get going to complete my hmwk and still considering whether to go school tmr or not? hmm...

2010-01-30T07:27:00.000-08:00

In the hope to meet shortly again.

Met darl.Liyi @ Westmall.
Trained to JP's dbs bank to get replacement of atm card.
Trained to Clarke quay - Central.
Trained to Dhoby Ghuat - Plaza singapura.
Bused to orchard by FOC tourism bus.
Had dinner @ Mosburger.
Shopped - Wisma/Fep.
Bused home then HSM.

Went out the whole day...first half of the day was really bad for me, mum hurried and panseh me in the end ; my debit card got retained by the atm machine bcse the atm machine 'eat' my card dk why too LOL! im rushing for time to get to the lastest posb branch yet I couldn't get a cab ; couldn't replace initial debit card @ dbs bank... now i've to make another replacement for my debit card and this time i gonna pay a replacement fee card, really waste of money & time :( Again i've spent some money on cny clothes just now, but yet to bottoms/bag/shoe... I wish a day with more than 24hrs & have lots of $$$ to satisfy my cravings and needs.

2010-01-27T05:59:00.000-08:00

It marked 2th year today.

uoyssimikwT.

School... then partial with classmates again. We went to trcc, we played/shout/scream/laugh during the games, and im sure im suck @ 'snap' and im sure im pro @ 'murder' eh. HAHA! left about 3pm and trained home. Done with my hmwk, left to meet girlfriends @ Westmall. Had our dinner in foodcourt, chat over the meal and after that we had Udder icecream together :) Shopped around... bought a pair of earrings for mummyL and bought a pair of similar xxx with darl.Amelia. It's late so we bused home and again I forgot to take back my keys from darl.Liyi, no choice have to ask her to make a trip over to mummyL's workplace and pass to her... really thanks a lot ! :D merely 2 weeks to cny, need to find one day to shop for clothes alr, indeed very rushing this year hmm...

2010-01-25T05:10:00.000-08:00

Grand copthorne waterfront

24th January 2010.

Feeling sick... feeling very tired, physically & mentally. UTs just 2weeks to go, ain't prepare nor look forward to it. Cny is approaching too, no excitement at all... i'd need a break, a very long break... :(

BYES.

2010-01-21T04:40:00.000-08:00

This week almost coming to the end, lessons in this week have been very tedious & stressful.

i can't wait for this upcoming weekend...

My stomach keep giving me problems,

it unbearable, mum bought me to the doctor again.

Same old things being repeated each visit,

i'd improve my diet, more regular meals, no more skipping meals

& etc...

hopefully everything will be (+) by then.

2010-01-16T04:52:00.000-08:00

We only part to meet again...

Im back to blog again, no more on hiatus :D

For the past few days i was rather busy, busying going out after school to meetup my dear friends and i'd really enjoyed my days with them :) And yesterday, I missed school as bigaunt always give me problem on the first day @#$% Then this morning had breakfast with mummy, went home slackslackslack and in the afternoon met up with cousinM @ clementi and trained to Orchard. Throughout I keep yawning :x went fep, bought few accessories & a dress from max&more and had some dessert too. Went ION next, went muji to buy my fav milk tea but unfortunately they don't sell the potato chips :( Then hor a sale lady approached us, trying to promote smth to us blablabla, she's wasting my time only bcse is cousinM who enjoyed lor hor ? Trained back as cousinM wants to meet her bf alr (panseh kia), reached bt.batok- Westmall meet TC to pack our dinner and bused home after tt HSM. I think this time will be the last time i gonna spend money alr... last time, really last time hiekhiek :P Okay gonna continue watching tv show Saygoodbye, this week topic made me cried twice alr and it reminds me of passed away Honey too :'(

2010-01-11T06:11:00.000-08:00

Your absence has gone through me

like thread through a needle.

Last paper of UT2.
Dinner @ Sumo house with mummy.
More shopping.
HSM.

seriously i think i need to stop spending $ already... 3 days straight = shopping. & that include mummy also! we buy buy buy only... but i'd enjoyed this few days :-) Shall get going to pack my bag & get some sleep already... Maybe i'll leave this blog untouch for quite some time, will be back soon. (ON HIATUS)

2010-01-10T04:50:00.001-08:00

(Yesterday) - 9th Jan

Breakfast with mummy.
Afternoon, trained to Bugis with mummy, auntie & cousin.
Kwan imm temple.
Bugis street - Bugis Junction.
Had pepper lunch for dinner.
Continued...
Night, trained back to bt.batok with mummy.
Westmall.
Chat & chilled @ mos.burger with mummy.
Left for csc.
HSM.

(Today) - 10th Jan

Breakfast with mummy & relatives.
Afternoon, bused to JurongPt with Liyi.
Shopped around - Dress, shoe, pants.
Had snacks @ Durian empire.
Continued...
Had our dinner @ foodcourt.
Continued... and left shortly.
Bought concession.
Bused back bt.batok.
HSM.

alright, shall get going for tmr's module ut already... almost forgotten abt having ut tmr. LOL. And i'd need to save and spend less... just this weekend i have spent about 200$ - 300$ on shopping spree & rebonding. Be back to blog soon!

2010-01-05T02:13:00.000-08:00

Unreciprocated.

Im back to blog again :) School has reopened yesterday...things,classmates & etc still like the same before school closed(?) LOL. However, idk somehow "tt feeling" came back, causing dreadness of school once again and i'd missed working. And for a few times, I complained abt school to others and even mentioning abt quitting school to take up private diploma as i feel so pointless to continue my studies in this RUBBISH POLY. Then today... Cognitive module, a extreme/super/very boring & difficult lesson like always, blablabla` had Web&Newmedia ut after school, hopefully i'll get a pass grade. Walked to tt seem to be 100km away station LOL, same train as AaronLee so we chatted through the journey then HSH. Now... im staring onto today's rj question, couldn't think of any answer bcse ms.yang always set so difficult question one lor :/ shall finish blogging then to watch my tv drama already... back to blog soon okay?

2010-01-01T08:18:00.000-08:00

Happy new year all :D

(Yesterday's 31st Decemeber)

Work till 10pm.
Movie with cliques @ TB after work. (Sherlock Holmes)
Supper @ mcdonalds after movie.
Last train from TB & JE. (lol, lucky girl)
Reached home 0230.
Msn with cliques & BenjaminTan until 4am or so.
KO around 5am.

(Today 1st Jan)

Less than 5hrs sleep.
Breakfast with mum.
Trained to work.
Mood/temper cfm @#$%.
Work ends @ 10pm.
Mummy's workplace
HSM.

... new year with new resolutions & of course i have a couples of them haha! Anyway, this coming sunday will be the last day @ vsc4...hopefully will able to return during Feb major holiday. And this upcoming monday school will opens and uts will continues...however i HAVE NOT started on my revision yet esp math :S too busy with work already... shall recharge my body tonight as im finally off tmr & also i am extremely tired now...

2009-12-25T05:43:00.000-08:00

Merry xmas '09 :D

Finally back to blog after days...Have been working recently, very busy and eventually fall sick this few days, sore throat & flu, but flu has got better but sore throat has yet to recover. Yesterday's xmas celebration after work @ Lan's house was fun...nice meeting up with BenjaminTan & co's as that fellow finally came back Sg after so long to celebrate xmas with us again and saw baby Rinn too, she'd grown up a lot can't wait for her to call gan-mama :P Chilled, chat over & ate then cabbed home around 3am+ and the cab fare was ex! and BenjaminTan has bought a 1.5kg tin of cookies for me, heavy for me to carry home. LOL. Photos will be uploaded soon. Slept for few hours and prepare for work @ 0830, very very shag and worst part was we have to do manually when visiting hours starts as system is down, damn crowded & tedious. Had lunch with Ly & Xiaojo, continued work after that...finished work and waited for co' and left to JE to meet mum for dinner, shop and bused home. Now after I finish posting, I need to go bath and prepare things for work tmr *tsk working 0630 on this weekend.

2009-12-20T02:38:00.000-08:00

Unexplainable feelings.

If there is a way to mend for something that happens, but still why unhappiness lingers?

If there is a reason to everything that happens, but still why conflicts occurs?

If there is a explaination to all the feelings that arise, but still why it feels so amiss?

Don't tell me its life anymore...

so sick & tired of it already.

2009-12-17T00:14:00.000-08:00

Disappointments & disheartenments.

Many things i'd wish there is someone i am able to confide to & many times it failed.

It isn't easy to...

i just wonder who will be the one(?)

2009-12-13T05:01:00.000-08:00

Never as busy as before...

-Working. (15th Dec - 3rd Jan)

- 3 Uts after school opens. (W&M , Communication & Maths)

- Working. (5-10pm)

- Cousin's wedding.

- Ut 3 in week 16.

- Chinese new year.

- Working. (2010 Feb - April)

.... to be continue.

my very kiasu advance schedule planned out. 2009 soon to be over, awaiting arrival of 2010, many things i'd want to do & achieve and hopefully it will be a better year than '09 :)