The feeling I felt before, I felt it again.
I though I'd be strong enough to make it through, but its so hard to be strong because I still linger over the past and how to be strong when I'm missing someone so long.
I'm right here reminsincing the times when time is on our side, its so beautiful, it so vulnerable. And if time is on our side now, there will be no tears for me to cry on down the road and I think I'd would be strong enough to hold on again. I know that I have to accept what I can't change and stop beating my head against the wall and move on but its difficult for me to move on after doing/knowing/telling/sharing together. Its a biggest mistake to know you from a stranger to being friends to being more than a friends to being practically stranger again.

Label: The hardest thing to do is say a goodbye.