You are a disappointment to me...
School today sucks to maximum !
Almost the whole day, wasn't in good mood because of some problems :/ Something add on to my anger and that was her raising her voice at me, demanding a reason why I am absent from her remedial last friday when it was obvious that I was absent from school that day. She was so ridiculous nd I'm always the one she pin point on over some fucking reasons she have. I just hate her lah !
Got back some papers, wasn't happy with the results..disappointed.. :( Stayed back a short while for math, realised that I have not met my target but scored many marks behind my target, mr koh was disappointed..
Skipped remedial & she saw me walking out -.- suay lah ! Had lunch at Bk, aftermath went to shop & save as liyi wants to buy some ingredients, then home.

Its a disappointment, really a disappointment.Friends are just passerby in my life,no one is true. I don't really yearn for any true friends in my life because it's hard to find a true friend to stay by me. It so hard to find a true friend who won't let me down no matter what comes around, who will come to aid when all others have betrayed, believe their hearts and only conviction was from the start and someone who trust & offers help without a fuss, but will such true friend exist?It pitiful for me that such true friend do not exist for me :( Another round of disappointment to see someone abandon one's benefactor once her help is not needed anymore and when it the turn for the benefactor to approach help, that someone came up many reasons to explain. That person can be deeply appreciative of the kindness received but it just a short while I suppose. Why only through incidents only we are able to see who are the true one, who are not, and it just creates disappointments for me.I longed to say out things plainly but I'm afraid that because of my frank remarks, it might affect our friendship and you might got angry. I longed to tell you that you've changed a lot ever since I know you nd the strong desires I want you to be but I know you will get mad and complain about my busybody-ness. I longed you to change back the old one who will always hang out with me in malls after school, the one who swear curses with me, the one who I have longest conversations with.. & the one who is that innocent that time..I want tell you a lot things!!!!!!!!!!!! A big disappointment that cause my day be :((((((((((((

She is the leading lady in your life now. . Been for 141 days, separate d for 110days. 我会听你的话好好的读书，勇敢一点不再脆弱。