A tire day for me today :( Did many things and that includes looking after little cousin of mine. Day started off waking up at 12pm, prepared and left to market with mummy & Jiamin. Helped out mummy to carry some of the necessities she bought and its heavy ! So I decide to ask Jiamin to carry those small and light ones but, she refused saying those things weren't her and mummy overheared it and ticked me off saying little bit of things want ask people carry ownself enjoy carefree and this really irritates me. Got back home, got ticked off by mummy again just because she said I blocked her way as I'm sitting on the floor reading magazine and Jiamin was right beside me she didn't even say anything. Now I finally understand why elder siblings loathes the younger ones because correct or wrong, the elder ones is the one who get scolded while the young ones was spared. & worse is for my case, she is not my real blood sister but just a cousin but mum still showed biased-ness and its really unfair :/ Soon, mum left for her majong session, leaving me alone to look after Jiamin. It a tough job for me because I don't really like to look after those grown up child like her and to me, they are like little evil unlike those babies they are little angels, ha! Reasons for that is because for grown up children, they tend to ask many questions, questions that I found it lame & weird and these cause me to feel extreme frustrating because I don't have a answer to it and they will just keep on pestering me for the answer. Worst is they creates noises which made me feel annoying and got the urge to tape up their mouth, ha ! Back to what I did again. In the afternoon, I bring Jiamin along to meet classmates over caltex to collect books from them and because Jiamin delayed the time by going the toliet, it started to rain and me who did not bring wallet & umbrella out, I borrowed coins from classmates for bus fares, it was so pathetic and Sockhwee said I looked like a mother with a daughter -,- Reached home shortly, feeling tired so I lay myself on the sofa with eyes shut thinking that no one will come and disturb me but, Jiamin came and disturbed me causing me couldn't get sleep at all.
;( Finally she went down ahma house after cousin Kaisheng came back from his childcare and once peace again. and so I came online and post :] & something sad is I have to go back school for f&n remedial tomorrow & thursday for my coursework. & coursework part B will probably out tomorrow. Sigh`