If I fall tonight, will you pick me up?

• School as usual, lessons per normal. (Something unpleasant happened during Ss)
• Homed alone.
• Pauline cousin gave me English tuition. (4 - 5.30pm)
• Dinner. (Honey star with yakult)
• Transfer of money to wendy.
• Tomorrow chemistry test revision.

many days of waiting, still I don't see anything in return. what is still left for me to wait further, it nothing because I see nothing of me & you anymore. I'd try, try to let go, forget and move on but still those scars lingers inner of me always reflect me about the past and because of these scars, it made me weak, so weak... Last night, I read through those chatlogs conversation about me & you, it do brings back tonns and tonns of memories of what happened last year, the promises, the love and pamperations you showered to me and everything were sweet, so sweet. It made me smiled because at least once I'm been loved by you, it made me cried because now everything is over. Boy, I still love you so...