Running away from reality would be better...

Decided to give school a missed because there's two tests in a row and also I haven got myself prepare for it. This time round when I told mum the reason for skipping school, she nagged at me and its her first time. But skipping school today wasn't totally because of the tests but because of some personal reasons I have so knowing that mum will not understand, so I save my breathe. My motivation of going school have dropped to the minimum and I wasn't sure what the point going to school everyday when I could not focus on whatever was taught but straying off my mind to something else, Sigh =8/ and there wasn't much days left to prelim and yet I haven even started a single on my revision & coursework part B is just tommorrow but still I haven got my planning done out. Savior pls help me !

How can those feelings be describle as (?) Its so amiss...