12th april,
Went for prayers and visiting of tai-ma's grave and had math tuition at 4pm, mr halef revised on inequalities sums.

13th april,

Woke up at about 7am, prepared and waited for mum to get ready before going down coffeeshop and met up with uncles,aunties nd cousins for later on visiting of ahgong's grave. Uncle drove us to blk 159 because mum wanted buy some drinks nd foods for praying after which, journey starts. The traffic jam was packed, waited & waited and everyone in the car was holding onto their bladders -.- Reached the destinated place, all of us started praying etc.And yah, uncle drove us down to 3rd aunt grave so again, all of us prayed nd burning of incense papers etc. The traffic jam was so packed even at the exit and it quite pissed off waiting for quite a time inside the car when the temperature in the car was hot ! Like so finally, uncle managed to find another way to exit so that we don't need to wait any more longer.and headed off to mandai and there was as packed as cck and we saw some monkey on the way in. Went up level two to pray for uncle and shall not elaborate further about it. Soon left, went to market to have our lunch as everyone was feeling hungry.Then, home sweet home. Shall finish up my un-touch homeworks :]

I know I have to be strong nd brave because only if I am strong enough, I will never cry over you anymore and I need to be brave enough so that I will learn to become independent without you telling me do(s) & don't(s) in furture. And yes because of this relationship, I learnt never fall in too hard otherwise it a tough job finding your way out. I must be contented that once I met you in my life and should not grieve about losing you. Now, I just need some time for me to get over you completely and get over those memories we once had. 她会替我好好的爱你。