School sucks to max today.

Had math for first period, new topic rotation was taught and it seemed that even I learnt it from tuition but there still some parts I don't understand :( During chinese, we had mock exam 2 and the time given was just an hr managed to complete in time with my untidy handwritting. Recess was next then english, luckily it not as bore as previous lessons because we did oral practise and it through mac book :] Tried it out with neeza & qq near the studycorner, it quite fun recording down your voice and convert it to an mp4 music and both me & neeze tried umpteen times, especially me who can't pronounce the words correctly and laughing away because of my pronunciation but managed to record down one even it not that smooth reading. F&n was next, seriously I loathes it a lot ! Especially when she was damn biased towards those malays. and yet I have to bear with her till nov ends because she mark our coursework and she once said if she don't like my attitdue, she can just give me borderline passing only. For today, I was doing up with my timeplan as I have finished my decisionmaking so I printed out the orderlist for her to see and after looking, she commented that I should have added pancake into the list as blabla shit reasons she have lah.I got pissed was she asked me to cook something else at this point of time and this mean I gonna analyse everything for the new dish but because this it O lvl coursework, I don't want get into any arguments with her. Ah yah, she criticise me openly in the class, saying " Yiting you are in sec 5 don't you know any basic manner and can't you wait I'm talking " Crap, she was busy talking to someone else about those not mattering much things, I got very pissed off and looked away and she was there mumbling sentences to herself. Not long she called out to talk to me, and again she talked cock to me lah and this was enough provoking ! During Yi ritual it was quite slack everyone doing theirs things at 2.15pm, dismissed. Meet up girlfriends at coffeeshop and joined them for drink before leaving. Mum called and jio me to go westmall with her so I agreed and met her up at bustop and tooked bus down. Mum went to post office to pay those utilties bills and foodcourt for lunch .Mum bought a ring for herself and pairs of earring for me and some other stuffs for herself and home :]

Last night I dreamt of you lying beside me, today morning I woke up it emptiness that accompany through. Everything was just misleading impression of reality. Jealousy and envy-ness is killing me.